I feel very stretched, tired, pressured... stressed maybe. who knows. so much to do. so much to be done. so much i want to do and no time to do it. most important thing for me right now is to finish school. i need to tell everything and everyone else to way. can't do it all. after schools done, i can be everywhere all the time.
it's important to focus. it's easy to talk about focus--it's so hard to pull it off. as i work on this paper, it's like notes keep popping up of all the other things i want to do; ought to do; could be doing; dream of doing; hope to do... and yet the stuff i'm currently working on is so important and crucial to everything else. if i can pull it off this time... if i can focus, for just a few weeks, perhaps i'll be able to accomplish everything else.